- 22 July 2007
- 4 : 20 am
a place without suffering and pain..
ii really miss him !
tat morning when ii wake up ii saw my father in my room just beside my bed and ii asked him why he sit here..
den ii saw the kind of face he gaved me and he said " ahgong pass away le", in the first place, ii tot tat he was kidding with me.. but he said is serious and ii saw velyn was crying on the sofa also..
and when ii realise tat wat he said was true ii started to cry also.. den my father said he will go to the funeral first cos dey have many tings to prepare and we go also can do nth.. and my mama also go there earlier on lerhs.. the funeral is held at the bp blk 223.. so ii was crying non-stop.. den my father told me he will come and take me and velyn to the funeral at about 3 or 4 pm..
den my father went out lerhs..
ii tried to play maple to keep myself happy but no use ! ii miss him too much ! finally time pass very soon.. my papa come back and take us to the funeral.. ii was damn sad to see the coffin and my ahgong de photo and ii pray to him tat he will rest in peace and be happy =]
we stayed there and also have ahgong and my ahma side de cousins were there also..
we stayed there till 11 plus den ii go home with my mama and papa to go home bathe den go back again
den me, kelly my parents and kelly's were folding the hell notes to keep ourselves awake.. den me and kelly can hang on till 6am den we go upstairs and sleep till the next day 1pm.. pig right ? cos too tired lerhs..
- 23 July 2007
when me and kelly woke up in the afternoon we are stil very tired but nvm.. we stay in bed awhile den get up and get changed to go down.. 1 day left till ahgong got cremated.. so ii did treasure the time well.. ii keep go and take a look at the coffin as in spend more time with my ahgong and take the joystick and pray for him.. everytime ii pray ii will talk 2 him derhs.. tat night my classmates jieyi, yuexia, angela, tim, jonas and wenliang come to my ahgong funeral and ii was very glad tat dey came =] but to let dem wait for so long cos got a ceremony tat last for 1 hr plus and ii cant feel my legs anymore aft tat long time sitting there.. thanks to my friends to keep me company for awhile .. and tat night we burn the paper house and the hell notes to ahgong and all of us including the cousins said to ahgong to come take his house and live happily , honestly saying.. tat house is very big also.. haa.. and ii was very tired so ii didn't stay up and me and velyn and yolly went up to sleep and kelly come in awhile time cos we mus wake up at 6:30 am in the morning.
- 24 July 2007
in the morning as early as 6:30am in the morning we wake up to have our breadfast cos 7:30am the priest will come and do the ceremony lerhs.. so we mus prepare ourselves ready .. we washed up and got ready to go down.. AND THE PRIEST WAS LATE ! ROARR ! but den nevermind.. aft we do the ceremony.. is time to "chu bing" lerhs.. den we were all crying while we walk.. cried the most terrible de is my mama and kelly's mom and ii cant control also cry liaos lerhs.. when we walk afew sentence we took the private bus to the cremation mortuary at mandai there and we went to service hall 2 to do some praying before they burn my ahgong's body.. den aft the praying we went to the viewing room and see the coffin slowly being pushed into the cremation place by a machine.. as it slowly being pushed inside.. mine and kelly's mom and dad was crying terribly.. den my mother suddenly run to the center beside me and said " ii cant bear you, pa, ii dun wan u to go" upon hearing tis ii sad also den ii cry with kelly also.. and ii felt very depress aft tat.. haix.. still feeling very sad nw.. !
ii miss him so much ! but cant becos we dun wan him go and let him suffer.. hope to meet him and be my ahgong again in the next life =]
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