May 16, 2007, Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Obession.
on monday nitte ii was online and so was alex.. ii really t0t he's a change pers0n but nv t0t tat he's so flirt.. ii do like him, but if do like me too, he would not say something which he noes will hurt me right?? but dann ii tried not to say anything, ii tried to reach his expectation to me.. but dann tat nite when we were talking on msn dann whhat ii asked him he kiip on changing subject, ii felt really pek cek talking to him liiaos dann ii nv repy hiim liiaos dann when ii change my display pic.. into me and my friend de who iis a girl lahhs..
he suddenly asked me..
"can ii noe ur friend?" ii was stunned, and asked him euu wan to jio her arhs? dann he said "ya ii wan.. can?"
ii was so shocked to see what's he had told me dann ii told alicia about diis.. she's da only one who can cheer me up only and also ii was damn upset lorrhs.. ii dunno what to do also..
awhile later he said he wann miid me da next day c0s he say he wan make up for bombing me on sat ii was reluctant to agree at first dann ii tiink for awhile dann ii agree, but dann ii kiip on tiinking what he said
dan ytd at class ii made a very difficult decision, ii was very heartbr0ken and sad
ii msg him and said "ii am not ur type euu wan, go and find other girls that euu are interested in bahhs."
dann he din reply me..
my whole day was so sad and dull, he asked me to lose weight c0s my weight isn't to his expectation, ii tried to not eat liiaos, iin the end ii let myself get sick..
ii really miiss hiim!!
ii really do!!
ii now somehow regret whhat ii said to him but ii knew that iis already too late for me
and also ii am not his type..
whhen ii first met him
ii seen him as the second ivan but dann iis not going to happen anymore
DREAMS CAN NEVER COME TRUE FOR ME!!!
ii am still very sad now
i knew that u can never come back to me =(
he suddenly asked me..
"can ii noe ur friend?" ii was stunned, and asked him euu wan to jio her arhs? dann he said "ya ii wan.. can?"
ii was so shocked to see what's he had told me dann ii told alicia about diis.. she's da only one who can cheer me up only and also ii was damn upset lorrhs.. ii dunno what to do also..
awhile later he said he wann miid me da next day c0s he say he wan make up for bombing me on sat ii was reluctant to agree at first dann ii tiink for awhile dann ii agree, but dann ii kiip on tiinking what he said
ii am so sad!!!!!!!
for da whole niite ii cant slp kiip on tiinking of himdan ytd at class ii made a very difficult decision, ii was very heartbr0ken and sad
ii msg him and said "ii am not ur type euu wan, go and find other girls that euu are interested in bahhs."
dann he din reply me..
my whole day was so sad and dull, he asked me to lose weight c0s my weight isn't to his expectation, ii tried to not eat liiaos, iin the end ii let myself get sick..
ii really miiss hiim!!
ii really do!!
ii now somehow regret whhat ii said to him but ii knew that iis already too late for me
and also ii am not his type..
whhen ii first met him
ii seen him as the second ivan but dann iis not going to happen anymore
DREAMS CAN NEVER COME TRUE FOR ME!!!
ii am still very sad now
i knew that u can never come back to me =(
Obession.
