Jun 6, 2007, Wednesday, June 06, 2007
Obession.
6 HOURS AND 5 MINUTES TILL YOLLY'S ( MY MAID ) DEPARTURE ..
ii not being emo or whhat but ii really miisses her.. ii really do.. from the bottom of my heart.. even though sometiimes ii might be fierce to her but whhen she's going away from me ii regreted.. today after school ii take 975 dhen pass by sunshine place dhen ii decided to go to the new bakery shop to buy a small cake for her.. sort of cartoon cartoon type.. with a cow on top !! cute right.. but ii am not laughing at all.. everytime ii go school or go out she'll be opening the door for me when ii go out or go home will see her face everyday and from tml ii wont be seeing her face whhen ii get home lerrhs..
and my house will seem so quiet and empty.. no one.. at night when ii sleep ii look to the other side of the room ii will see a empty mattress .. whhen ii go and come bak home ii wont see her.. an empty house again..
CHUA SERENE IS DAMN DAMN SAD !! ='(
II AM MISERABLE WITHOUT HER
II FEEL ALONE WITHOUT HER !!
as ii am posting at the same time ii am crying terribly, ii wondering how ii can resist tonight when ii see her carrying her 3 luggage and walk out of my front door.. confirm me and my sister would be there sobbing away.. we have to tolerate till 21st june whhen she come back.. ii wan to tell her ii miiss her.. ii dunno how to say it out.. =(
whhat can ii do..
ii really really feel very sad now !!
ii had requested my father to bring me to the airport and see yolly for the last time but he said "dis will only make me more sad.. whhat can ii do?? ".. ii really want to go !!
II MISS YOU !!
II MISS YOU !!
II MISS YOU !!
Obession.
