Sep 14, 2007, Friday, September 14, 2007
Obession.
yesterday went to joanne's house for dinner cox her mother invited me there..
ii finish school at 1030 cox ii hav exams den me and yuexia went to lot one with xueli we go walk and eat lorhs den go sit under the 342 block ii tink.. talk talk awhile den she nidda go off as she hav a driving lesson to attend..
after tat me and yuexia go the multi storey carpark and smoke.. ii was stil vry sad and depressed so ii had 2 sticks lorhs.. den ii was about to smoke the 3rd wan but she stopped miie..
dhen ii stop lorhs.. go take 190 but ii stop at block 2 there cos ii wan go joanne's hse mahs.. reach her hse lerhs see the SAD LOVE STORY which is the song ur hearing nw.. is a very saddening song lorhs.. and somemore tis few daes my mood most suit tis song derhs
ii see till ii cried lorhs.. !! den ii felt very sad and depressed of what happen to me and him den when her mother came back can eat lerhs den ii drink one can of alcohol den at 8 plus ii drink 2 nite de alcohol .. feel like crying when ii drink.. ii keep thinking about him.. ivan said to me before.. when everything's done for him.. he'll patch back with me.. 2 and a half years had passed and he hasn't come back at all..
at first when ii had david as my stead.. ii felt really happy cos ii tot ii found the right guy.. ii love him deeper den anyone, never wan him to go.. very hard also.. but he mentioned break to miie my heart shattered ! ~ tat time ii cant do anything except crying.. ii cant stop crying.. but yuexia was accompanying miie.. he's so cruel ..
everything had seems to change around me..
nothing is the same anymore..
wud he come back ?
ii really hope that he will
as my promise to him aft 3 or 6 months ..
ii will do it !
ii finish school at 1030 cox ii hav exams den me and yuexia went to lot one with xueli we go walk and eat lorhs den go sit under the 342 block ii tink.. talk talk awhile den she nidda go off as she hav a driving lesson to attend..
after tat me and yuexia go the multi storey carpark and smoke.. ii was stil vry sad and depressed so ii had 2 sticks lorhs.. den ii was about to smoke the 3rd wan but she stopped miie..
dhen ii stop lorhs.. go take 190 but ii stop at block 2 there cos ii wan go joanne's hse mahs.. reach her hse lerhs see the SAD LOVE STORY which is the song ur hearing nw.. is a very saddening song lorhs.. and somemore tis few daes my mood most suit tis song derhs
ii see till ii cried lorhs.. !! den ii felt very sad and depressed of what happen to me and him den when her mother came back can eat lerhs den ii drink one can of alcohol den at 8 plus ii drink 2 nite de alcohol .. feel like crying when ii drink.. ii keep thinking about him.. ivan said to me before.. when everything's done for him.. he'll patch back with me.. 2 and a half years had passed and he hasn't come back at all..
at first when ii had david as my stead.. ii felt really happy cos ii tot ii found the right guy.. ii love him deeper den anyone, never wan him to go.. very hard also.. but he mentioned break to miie my heart shattered ! ~ tat time ii cant do anything except crying.. ii cant stop crying.. but yuexia was accompanying miie.. he's so cruel ..
everything had seems to change around me..
nothing is the same anymore..
wud he come back ?
ii really hope that he will
as my promise to him aft 3 or 6 months ..
ii will do it !
Obession.
