SERENE IS SERIOUSLY BREAKING DOWN SOON~!

STRESS!
STRESS!
STRESS!

Never had been this stress before in my 17years of school life. This like can say to be the worst. Couldn't find anyone to talk to and dunnoe how to say out my thoughts and feelings.
HELP!
School is getting more and more stress for me.
BRS (basic restaurant service) practical is stressing me up. As since young im a very slow learner, when people can capture very fast, im still half way there! Or worst not even there!
Felt so useless and stupid at times. Like today, mr liew asked everyone of us why he dunt find enthusiasm in us when studying. But it seems like most of the reasons we give, he have another reason to cover.
Like most of us said because of the timing and go home late after lessons made us tired and cant focus well on studies. Mr liew said he can ask mr tan to delay the lesson abit. BUT it doesn't make a difference at all. Come late means go home late what. WHATS THE BLOODY POINT ANYWAY ?!?
Getting myself sick, unhealthy. Health is getting more and more weaker each day. Still I try my best to absorb as much info as I can. Im trying. Really im.
Every night I cant sleep well, been thinking back what I have done in school and what I have done wrong and the mistakes I keep repeating. Even in my dreams I also dream about it. I've been getting from bad to worst. ):
GONE CASE! Thats two nice words to describe me now. I've been starting to hate myself more and more for having such a slow and dumb brain.
Hating myself that I always dunt understand!@
SERENE IS A GONER!