Jul 16, 2008, Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Obession.
many things happened this few weeks which made me go from bad to worst.
Got a headache from sleepless nights and gastric problems which landed me in hospital
oh man , hospital life was terrible !!
was in SGH for two days , thought I was well on the first day , budd it turns out worst on the 2nd day so I need to stay again .. LOL all I could do is just lying down on my bed as whole body feels numb luhhs ==
HaHa special thanks to Esther's Blog ! ~
was going to her blog to tag dan I heard the song " Sad Love Song " from the korean love story : Sad Love Story aka Bei Shang Lian Ge (:
I stayed at her blog for hours just hearing that song . Gave me flashbacks on the past, yeahhs , got some mood swings, emo awhile .
A few days ago , JJ called me and talk to me about "my problem" .. oh man , told myself not to burst out dan I really burst .. zzz , she talked to me for quite awhile dan again I went to emo myself at KHP
went to a place , lol dont tell you , else I wont have a place to hide anymore .. thinking and sorting out my feeling , dan around 9plus I went home ..
Someone talked to me on msn today ..
is not that I didn't put in effort .. I did ! I did try my best in the kitchen , budd I just FAILED !
Nothing I did is right .. even though I am slow and stupid and moron ..
I still try my best alrights , let what all have said
"im just a moron , whats the use of being in class and distrupting my classmates in class ?
whats the use of creating trouble to my classmates in class ?
I am so slow in doing things is only a trouble to people !
Esther : not that I dont want be honest with you alrights , I just dont want to spoil your mood and self blame yourself for not being a good friend . as what I had said that day , we came in to shatec together but you are independent lerr , is time for you to fly (: as for me im just too stupid to fly so im still on the ground . you should fly off with those who are on the sky budd not with me , still on the ground standing still (:
i've never regretted having you as a friend .. you've been a great friend to me (: no kidding .. your jokes cheers me up , the kuku tings you do makes me laugh ! so all of those who have you as a friend are very lucky (: trust me ! ~ =]
Got a headache from sleepless nights and gastric problems which landed me in hospital
oh man , hospital life was terrible !!
was in SGH for two days , thought I was well on the first day , budd it turns out worst on the 2nd day so I need to stay again .. LOL all I could do is just lying down on my bed as whole body feels numb luhhs ==
HaHa special thanks to Esther's Blog ! ~
was going to her blog to tag dan I heard the song " Sad Love Song " from the korean love story : Sad Love Story aka Bei Shang Lian Ge (:
I stayed at her blog for hours just hearing that song . Gave me flashbacks on the past, yeahhs , got some mood swings, emo awhile .
A few days ago , JJ called me and talk to me about "my problem" .. oh man , told myself not to burst out dan I really burst .. zzz , she talked to me for quite awhile dan again I went to emo myself at KHP
went to a place , lol dont tell you , else I wont have a place to hide anymore .. thinking and sorting out my feeling , dan around 9plus I went home ..
Someone talked to me on msn today ..
is not that I didn't put in effort .. I did ! I did try my best in the kitchen , budd I just FAILED !
Nothing I did is right .. even though I am slow and stupid and moron ..
I still try my best alrights , let what all have said
"im just a moron , whats the use of being in class and distrupting my classmates in class ?
whats the use of creating trouble to my classmates in class ?
I am so slow in doing things is only a trouble to people !
Esther : not that I dont want be honest with you alrights , I just dont want to spoil your mood and self blame yourself for not being a good friend . as what I had said that day , we came in to shatec together but you are independent lerr , is time for you to fly (: as for me im just too stupid to fly so im still on the ground . you should fly off with those who are on the sky budd not with me , still on the ground standing still (:
i've never regretted having you as a friend .. you've been a great friend to me (: no kidding .. your jokes cheers me up , the kuku tings you do makes me laugh ! so all of those who have you as a friend are very lucky (: trust me ! ~ =]
Obession.
