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HAIISH have been emoing tis few days .. mostly ii dunno the reason why .. zzz ..
life hasn't been well for me ..
relationships and friendships failing
also having mood swings .. ~
i've been thinking that ..
what had a done in my precious life to deserve so much failure ..
if ii would have known ii wud try my best to cover it all , ii wanted not a gd life but to let me at least pass this life smoothly ..
yahhs lahhs life alwaes have its ups and downs bud the ups and downs i've been through aren't simple ..
Today morning nid wake up damn fuking early for chu shi .. hahas chinese new yr eve mahhs .. den ii was to sleep early yesterday night .. bud ii jus cant sleep so ii was the dreaming lahhs den past started reflecting back to me AGAIN !
many sad scences came out .. ii could do nothing bud to cry myself to sleep ..
Now, nothing seems to work out for me anymore ..
Too, i've been thinking am ii recarnated into the wrong world or the wrong life ? If it is so , ii rather recarnate again , and lead a peaceful life .
RAWRRS I JUST HATED MY LIFE !!!!!!!!
Today we had chu shi .. morning 6:30 meet at kwee yong hse downstairs bud ii meet cindy first .. FUCK LAHHS .. ! den my that flats not dry yet so was searching for a shoe to wear hahahaha ! finally found one of my old school shoes ..
hahs XD quite tired today .. first stop we went to the dunnoe what kasu place arhs , a name of a road forget what is it ..
is a army camp den we go there chu shi lorhs ..
when ii was playing the puay ii heard one guy say "Got zha bor play lion dance one arhs" LAME LAHHS cannot mehhs ? interest can liao mahhs ..
den my eye turn to see him ii tink he know ii heard him narhs den he turn away and walk away !!
HAHAHAHA !!
HE QUAN XIN SHI TUAN ROX !!!
HE QUAN HUAT AR !