Oct 29, 2006, Sunday, October 29, 2006
Obession.
27th oct friday
e last day 0f sch and als0 e last day t0 see 0ur precious sch, cos g0ing t0 renovate t0 an0ther high techn sch sh0 sad dun hav 0ur fen.. sianz.. haix.. dat night we have concert in e sch hall all must reach at 6pm.. den before e concert i g0 kelly hse c0s i heard my aunty at her hse so i g0 over l0r.. haha once again and c kelly's neighbour xuan xuan and ting ting le.. more cute le.. haix, sad nv c yingying cos she schoolingsh0 no choice l0r, but b4 i g0 kelly's hse i t0ld li jun that i will mit her and g0 sch t0gether den i say mit at her hse downstairs she agree den around 5plus she told me she finish her tuition lerx den ask me faster come her hse i couldn't reach in such a short time even though i take cab rite?? den i say i mit u at lot1 den she take mrt t0 cck mahh cos she stay at bukit gombak.. to her is very fast but to me it needs time cos i still need to travel leh, den i dun wan her wait for me too long i at kelly's hse outside take cab to lot1. but on my way to lot1 i saw her and shimin walking away already, i tried to call and sms her but she wun reply me.. i was damn sad and angry at that time so i walk alone to school. at e assembly ground she saw me but act as din c me so i did e same and she din even ap0l0gise t0 me als0 l0r.. den i g0 line up dun care her till e whole celebration ends.. she and yana come to me den li jun say" hi serene", i was like diao her back l0rx.. and just walked away from her, she stil din wan apologise den i wun care her till i reach home, i sms her den she reply, she blame all e fault 0n me and hurt me deeply with her w0rds that came out of her mouth.. li jun, u've change alot.. as if like is another diff u le.. i've ask many pp le h0w should i handle dis friendship like my kor sean, jiejie and e da lan zhu als0.. den dey say if dis is really true friends dey wun treat u like dis, den my jie say dun wan be ur friend als0 sua.. dis kind of friend n0t w0rth t0 treasure de, so i listen and heal their advice.. i wan to let go le.. she's no longer a part of me or my fren.. letting go of her is very diff as she's my 3yrs best fren als0 but no choice.. of wat she did to me i cant tolerate anymore.. after fri night, i was so sad till i wan commit sucide leh, den sean say is not worth doing dis just cos of her den i listen to him also. there's also another person who always cares for me and always stand with me whenever i need a helping hand, she's joanne lee from 3A.. but she help me confront li jun also drag her into e water also.. joanne if u happen to c my blog rite i wan to say sorry to u for e trouble.. dui bu qi..
letting g0 of a friendship is always hard.. but u mist try hard even though is hard to let go also..
Obession.
