Sep 30, 2006, Saturday, September 30, 2006
dis afternoon i go with zi ying, hui zhen, kelvin, nelson go bpp and study at e library mahh cos exams here le. den we wan take escalator up 2 e library den i saw amanda and wei jie together dere also mahh. den e idiot damn amanda diao me leh den when she stare at me i diao her back, wa kao she ji tao scold me leh. den wei jie and my kors come out from e mini toons ma cos amanda scold me till very loud i oso fought/quarrell with her, wei jie ask amanda wat happen den she lie 2 him say i diao her and scolded her first den she scold back.. luckily jarredd was there at bpp also else i will be wu hui till siao.. jarredd say he saw amanda diao me first den suddenly scold me but he don noe y, wei jie ask amanda izit true anot she still die die say i scolded her first. i was angry to the core when she said so.. that time i canot take it le den i shout at her.. wei jie suddenly shouted and scolded me for scolding amanda leh, her face got a very " de yi" de face leh, but jarredd say is amanda scolded me first den wei jie don believe mahh.. he keep scolding me lor.. i cant believe he can do this 2 me lor.. i shout back 2 him "i'm not ur chu qi tong!!!" den he say i where got take u as my chu qi tong? i canot take both of them den i take e lift downstairs den my fren wan catch me canot catch lor.. dono 20mins ltr jarredd, wei quan, kuan wei found me at e staircase dere den told me 2 calm down.. if they were me can they calm down anot? dey cant right? and scolded me in front of so many pp. he believe amanda more den me lor.. just now 10:30pm he sms me tel me tat i don wan 2 let amanda have a diff thinking of me.. haix.. i cant stand them anymore. wat can i do?
i already tried 2 forget him but i cant.. haix..
stress ar!!!
i already tried 2 forget him but i cant.. haix..
stress ar!!!
Obession.